Marsha Bucklew

Marsha,
I miss you so very much. I hope you knew how much you were loved, and always will be loved. These years have not taken away the sorrow of losing you. I wish you were here. I know they say you are better off where you are. But, it still hurts to know you are gone. I still wish I could hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you. You were taken from us so needlessly, and it is hard to forgive the doctors who abandoned you in your hour of need. I know God is cradling you and loving you as much as we do. God's will, we will all see you again one day!.
You would have been 25 years old your last birthday. I wonder what you would have been like. You where like my own child, not just my niece. I miss you so very much. I have children of my own now and I am so very proud of them. I wish you could have met them. They help to ease the pain, but at other times they make me long to be able to see you that much more. I still cry when I think of you, and I guess I always will. But I remember you as a precious child, and I wonder what you would be like today. And maybe one day I will know. I know God has taken good care of you, and you couldn't ask for a better place to live.
Just remember us and that we will always love you!!!!
I tell my children about you often and I want you to meet them one day! So, watch out for us, you owe me twenty years worth of hugs!
And I am expecting them.
Loves, Hugs and Kisses.....Aunt Tami

Hey sweetie, just wanted to check in. Its holiday time again and this is the time I miss you the most. This old world's in a mess. And I fear it's only going to get worse. Guess in the end you are the lucky one you don't have to be here. But it sure dosen't make my missing you any easier. I love you Marsha, and I always will. It's doesn't seem like it's been 22 years, since you went home. And I feel Heaven is home for you. You were just a gift for us to cherish for awhile. It's so hard for me to come write to you, but it helps me so much too. Tell Jesus I want him to give you a great big hug for me! I don't believe there is a day that goes by that you don't cross my mind. I know you are safe in Heaven so take care. Remember to pray for us! Hugs, Loves & Kisses, Aunt Tami

December 23, 2001